Five Things I Wish Other Writers Knew About Living With Mental Illness
Living with mental illness as a writer isn’t easy. Many of us often feel misunderstood—even by fellow writers. The challenges go beyond inspiration or routine. Let me share five things I wish more writers understood about living and writing with mental illness, based on my own experience as a writer with paranoid schizophrenia.
1. Productivity Isn’t Always a Choice
You’ve likely heard the advice: “Just write every day.” While consistency helps, mental illness adds another layer. For me, hallucinations can interrupt my focus and pull me away from my novel mid-sentence. I’m not lazy—I'm surviving. I've learned to schedule rest days and give myself grace. Surprisingly, taking one day off often boosts my creativity the next day.
2. Writer’s Block Feels Different
Writer’s block for someone with mental illness isn’t just about lacking ideas—it’s about emotional paralysis. I may know what to write but feel too overwhelmed to begin. Seeing other writers succeed can trigger feelings of inadequacy and paranoia. Even so, I’ve learned to return to old drafts when I’m ready—like I did with my story Beyond The Line, which I finished years after abandoning it.
3. Writing Helps—but It’s Not a Cure
Writing can be therapeutic, but it doesn’t replace treatment. Journaling or storytelling helps me process emotions, but I still take my medication and see my psychiatrist regularly. Mental health recovery is holistic—it requires both creative expression and professional care.
4. Support Means Patience, Not Pressure
Telling someone to “just push through” can be harmful. True support sounds more like, “What do you need today?” I’m part of a writing support group called KSW (KMO Support Writer), where we share stories and cheer each other on. Community—whether online or local—can be a lifeline.
5. I’m Not Broken—Just Wired Differently
Mental illness doesn’t make me a worse writer. In fact, it brings rawness and realism to my characters. Hallucinations can sometimes help me visualize scenes more vividly—especially when writing characters who also struggle with mental health. Take Hanna, for example—writing her was like writing a part of myself.
Conclusion
Mental illness doesn’t make you less of a writer—it makes you a different kind of writer. One with unique insights, resilience, and emotional depth. Your pace may differ, your process may change, but your voice matters. Keep writing. You’re not alone.
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